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The first memoir I read about someone living with schizophrenia was The Center Cannot Hold: My Journey Through Madness by Dr. Elyn Saks, a law professor at USC. Growing up, I didn’t have a name for my mother’s condition, but I knew that voices and hallucinations haunted her. I knew she had delusions about secret organizations conspiring against her and episodes where she believed that I was part of those conspiracies.
When she was diagnosed during my freshman year of college, I finally had a name for what tormented her. Still, I only knew what it was like to watch her and be her daughter. I had no idea what it was like to exist in her altered reality.
I wanted to know what she went through. When did it start? How does it feel? Is she scared? Does she remember who she was before?
By the time I read The Center Cannot Hold, I’d learned about the statistics, risk factors, and symptoms associated with schizophrenia. But the facts didn’t give me the deeper understanding that I craved.
I never got to hear my mother’s lived experience from her perspective.